yes, if ppl will to refer to mark's post, i believe everyone will be concern about the pistol team.....
Yet, i tink rifle side also hav their difficulties.....
Yes, mark tinks his inferior, and i too feel tat way.......
if ppl dun noe, i used to be the best rifle shooter in the 2006 batch..... onli tianchong is on par wit me then and weichuan quite near.......

But look now,
look at how pathetic yeo eng way is now.....
everyday can hear the coach calling:'yang ying wei' loudly.....
then niao-ing him bout 'sheng zhi bu qing' or 'ding miao zhun' or sumthing.....
got suspended lyk 1 month ago for a wk......
shootin a stupid 543 at nusis.....
then hav to keep defending the stupid 3rd shooter position wit others......
c-h-e-n-g_g-o-u also hot on his heels, tryin to 'zhen si ta'......
worst of all, being infactuated wit sum1.......

I HAVE ENOUF OF TIS ALREADY.....
I DUN WANNA BE A SUKER IN LIFE....
I DUN WANNA BE DEFEATED BY MYSELF AND MY EMOTIONS......
I DUN WANNA BE LOOKED DOWN AND BEING DESPISED......
I DUN WANNA BE ENTRANGLED BY STUPID INFACTUATION.....

tis few months are among the worst in my life.....
if im not wrong, i hav to faced the fact of screwin up march monthly wit 553.....
then i got infactuated, and hav to keep it wit myself 4 damm long be4 confining it wit the 2 person i trust, the very 2 person hu surpassed me liao: tian chong & weichuan
then my shootin journey began to go downhill.... wit times even shootin just alittle higher than 500......
And yes, the climax..... weichuan go spread the 'like' thingy....
almost the whole world noe.....
then, if any1 dun noe, i got suspended becos weichuan made me turn savage.....
and wit the fact tat i 'attempt to break' weichuan's hand i got to write a FU*KING letter to show my remorse.. which was scraped in the end.....
then after screwin trainin for another half a month wit the nusis included, i finally regain my form wit 2 advices, one from junhong, one from zijin......
but still, the form is still not very zhai....

talk bout the 580 plan.....
i hav onli 1 more day to achieve it.....
and lookin at how i shoot now.. i tink i onli shootin at most 565... which sucks.....
SUCKZ BIG TIME!!!!!

i wanna emo also cnt.......
i wanna roar to express my anger, my sorrow.... cnt.....
i reali am confused... i tink even more than mark.....
Shootin, after the 1st half of the yr, has reali become a part of my life....
A very important part of my life.....
important till on par wit my studies.....
Like studies, i wanna get the best out of it.....
but lookin at my performance now, i hav to accept the fact tat im a 3rd shooter.....
and also the fact tat i lyk tat some1.....

i was told by my slc fren on monday,
i can bluff the whole world, i cnt bluff myself.... i will hav to faca the music sumday....
and i decided tat day will be today....
i hav to stop lying to myself....
i hav made a comeback, but its not enouf....
i muz start pursuing again....
for the honour
for the results from the hardwork i have put in.....

i made a deal wit myself and my teammates on tuesday time,
im not sure if wad i hav come up wit is correct,
but onli time will tell.....

A hwachong sweep at the nationals,
i personally tink its possible, if every1 is reali set in winnin the championship.....
if every1 is passionate in doing it.....
if every1 is determined in winin it for the right reason: the passion in shootin.....

i dare not say im the most passionate person in the club.....
i dare not say i will not hav second thoughts of winin the championship for myself, for the team....
but i dare to say, shootin will nv fade in my life, not in my 6 yrs in hwachong.....

Tian Chong, Wei Chuan and Eng Way,
we will be the champion team in our hearts forever.......
Good Luck every1.....
We will dominate the shootin arena.....

BANANA_Ew