I tink i reali owed every1 an apology....

To junhong:
Sry for being a weak junior.....
weak in skill, weak in performance, and most importantly, weak in emotions.....
Fear not, tmr will be the day i will reestablish my foothold in the team.....
I will not feel zibei anymore.....


To coach:
even if you dun understand too much of english, i still wanna say a big sry.....
maybe perhaps i tried to meet ur expectations, but failed to time to time.....
I will not forget the time you fought wit chenggou for my place in the team.
yes, i hav to say, you are real harsh to me, but i noe its all for my own gd....
and i hav to admit, you nv reali encourage me, or tell me how to clear my mind the correct way.....
but anw, i own one to you..... at least you are able to brush up my standards.....
(ni ru guo du bu dong, jiao ren bang ni fan yi.... =P)


To my teammates, tianchong, weichuan, and also wesley and sherman:
Yes, i got to say, you dint show much concern for me in the past,
and chuaxy, just stop sayin the 's' word, its very irritating.....
but then i heard from zijin, tat chuaxy was damm worried bout the emo-post....
yes, a big sry to you, chuan.....

since the moment we are a team, i always took advantage of you....
last yr i took the blue shootin pants,
then ur shootin shoes and walther(though tat time you went for AEP tats why you missed the chance, but i dint made the effort to help you keep the walther)
then i pushed you on the ground in front of the coach, and i kena suspended....
then niao you bout your lemon.....
but then, lookin at wad has happen now, i tink i owe you alot......

and tianchong, you are seriously one of my best pal,
you always helped me out when im down.....
you keep me company while i munch my small little lunch outside the range,
you kept the secret you found out earlier in the yr(though now it no longer a secret....)
you dint forsake me when i shot badly.....
you giv me lots of encouragement and technique help when i nided it(though i tink you did not notice it due to ur erm 'hunourous' character.....)
you also tell me how to get rid of my useless emotions......

to wesley, and sherman
wesley, though i nv reali regard you in the team, and i hav alway hated the smiley face of urs, i find tat i wasnt able to fully disregard you as a teammate....
yes, i hav to admit tat im disappointed the reserve is you and not sherman....
but i tink its god and coach arrangment for it to be so.....
i always regarded you as a talent since the time i saw ur scores for the trials.....
indeed i knew you will make it big in shootin, and now, you are almost tere.....
and sherman, i am very disappointed wit you not in the team....
not tat you dun perform, but perhaps the fact tat i dint help you too much
i remember i just drop a little tips for improvement...
maybe i dint help you alot in terms of psychological improvments.... i even made it worst by tellin you tat i will pwn you....
haiz, you are the person tat i disappoint most.....


To the ny seniors, especially zijin:
yes, we are definitely irritatin,
and we get affected easily, lyk me and tianchong....
just becos some1 say the cdiv rifle lyk the ny bdiv rifle, we flared up.....
ya, sry for being so 'shen jing bing'.....
and to zijin, i tink i disappointed you wit the vulgur post,
cos it seems tat you hav adviced a wrong person.....
but now i muz seriously not disappoint every1, and tat obviously incudes you... =)


To miss teo and other clubmates and seniors:
Thank you for putiin up wit my atrocious behaviour for about 1 and a half yrs,
i tink i hav given you all alot of trouble to settle,
first was my atitude, then was my relationship wit the other clubmates.....
and most importantly, my suspension from the team.....
i tink i will not be able to change my atitude in a short period of time, but then again for the 1 millionth time, giv me time and i will change....
i serious hope i will.... =)
and sry for lettin everyone worry bout my 'shen jing zhuang kuang',
but let me tell everyone, im mentally sound..... =P =)


Trainin tmr at safra, i do not want to noe wad wld happen,
all im tryin to tink now is how to improvement my techniques,
how to concentrate on defeatin myself,
how to concentrate to prefect tat 1 very shot.....

Good luck everyone! All the best for the nationals!
BANANA_Ew